January 2011
day 14.
earliest memory.
a ton from kindergarten. like field trips and stuff. like when I almost got in trouble for say stupid. haha.
day twelveeee.
somewhere I wanna move/visit:
I wanna move to Tennessee…
I wanna visit Australia, New York, Texas, Hawaii, Italy, Paris…basically my list is endless. hah:]
day eleven.
bullet point my day:
•6am woke up
•went to school
•went to lunch
•went back to school for rehearsal.
•texted Eddie while at rehearsal
•got home and took aspirin
•texted everyone about Friday
•watched PLL
•watched jshore.
“high school’s the place where dreams go to die”
– the downtown fiction
day 10.
iPod on shuffle; first 10:
Fearless by Taylor Swift
Savannah by Uh-Oh Explosion
Stand by Rascal Flatts
For A Little While by Tim McGraw
Alice by Avril Lavigne
One Small Step by Parachute
A Place In This World by Taylor Swift
New Perspective by Panic At The Disco
It’s My Life by Bon Jovi
Into The Groove by Madona
I gave my heart as an offering.
cuz it’s another night, another dream wasted on you. so just be here now, against me. you know the words so sing along for me baby. inside I hope you know I’m dying, with my heart beside me, in shattered pieces that may never be replaced.
day ten.
describe first love …
there’s never been one of thoseee.
ughh.
I seriously am gonna cry, this sucks:(
day nine
what I hope my future will be like:
I wanna be acting sooooo bad!
that’s what I want soooooooo badly!!
I wanna be madly in love with the guy that’s perfectly imperfect for me.
I want kids.
I wanna give everything and then some back to patents.
1 tag
day eight.
(I’m doing two today cuz I forgot yesterday)
a time in my life I was satisfied:
the beginning of senior year.
I had the greatest friends. soo many memories and laughs. I was in my first official play. it was soo much fun! I met sooo many new people. one of them I did develop a slight crush on and he did crush back. it was great while it lasted.
I definitely miss it:/
day seven.
zodiac sign:
Friendly and humanitarian
Honest and loyal
Original….
being an aquarius definitely fits who I am!
a little bit stronger.
and I’m trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I’m getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger
And I’m done hoping that we could work it out
I’m done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I’m done thinking that you could...
my last post.
ewiiee to the fact rumble isn’t fixing my post when I click edit and then save.
in number sixteen it should say put a, not putrid. haha.
day six.
30 interesting facts bout meee:
I’m outgoing.
I loveee having fun.
I’m always laughing.
I’m always smiling :]
I have dreams far too large for this town.
my family is my life.
I love the beach.
I have the strangest vocabulary.
nerds are probably my favorite candy.
the fact that my best friend lives in Texas bums me out:/
I don’t fall easily, but when I do, I...
day five.
a time I thought about ending my own life:
that thoughts never really crossed my mind. I love my life and wouldn’t want it any differently.
day four.
views on religion:
I’m not a SUPER religious person, like I don’t go to church or really read the bible, but if a friend were to ask if I wanted to go to church or something, I would definitely not decline the invite.
I do believe in God and I do pray everyday. and I know God has a plan for me.
<3
day three.
views on drugs and alcohol:
I honestly don’t do either.
I have no intentions of doing annnny.
I don’t have a problem with people thy take part in any of that.
I just hate seeing people throwing their life away cuz they wanna be cool, party hard drink a massive amount of alcohol and do a ridiculous amount of drugs every weekend and then that’s all they ever talk about. but if...
venting.
seriously is the greatest,
especially to someone that actually does seem to care.
I’m pretty sure I just told Jonny things I have NEVER told anybody.
and that kid gives some good adviceee!
ha. thanks again jonnnnny<3
it's time.
I’m tired of hurting.
whether it’s from a boy.
or just close friends.
I can’t keep hiding behind a smile
and just pretend everythings okay
when in reality,
I’m broken into a million little pieces.
it’s time for me to change that.
I need to surround myself with the people that really do care for me.
ones that will always be there for me and never do anything to hurt...
time to lay in bed.
listen to music.
and
prolly shed a few tears.
this sucks:/
Brianna Medwig.
thankkyoou soo much for the past couple days.
I’ve spilled so much to you and it means the world that you sit and listen.
friends til the end. we need no one else.
love you<3
day two.
where I’d like to see myself in 10years:
acting. acting. acting.
in love.
annnd acting.
“I’ll be the flower they place on your casket.”
day one.
the single lifeeeee:
basically, its whatever.
Im fine with being single.
but at the same time, there will be random moments when I wouldn’t mind having a boyfriend.
its whatever thoughh.
